laura marling 
I can do that, I need shoes again, its been a while i wonder if it will hurt now 
racheal hurd-wood. I love her 
thats an awesome hair picture. plus its red 
i know this girl..she has red hair...=] 
cool shoes... 
you know what? about the last two, i really dont like facial hair. 
I want a whalebone corset...that is awesome 
thats awesome 
What if i wore my makeup like that...everyday... 
kinda cool 
OH MY GOSH I LOVE THAT COUCH I WANT IT 
letssa makkes SEEEXXXY TIME!!! 
I like her...whats her name...do you know? 
RED HAIR!! 
My life sucks, and so does my body, If i stop excersing for even a couple days all the weight comes back, I know its been about a month since i last posted and I gained weight. I blame it on my life drama. I graduated school, yay right? wrong. So apparently, I need to find a higher paying job, start school (wich i have no money to pay for, yay for student loans that haunt you forever) and on top of all that my sister is moving out. well...first she got kicked out, then my dad felt guilty so he told her she didnt, but she is anyways. whatever. But its all because she has her first boyfriend(she is 20, nothing wrong with that, but it fits into the story) She is legaly an adult, yes. but not emotionaly or mentaly. he first boyfriend, she thinks they need to spend every waking moment whith him, she spends the night at his house and she is hardly ever home. she throws in my dad's face that she is and adult, but she still expect him to get her gas when she needs it or buy her food and clothes. yea you an adult alright, completly independant. but then she tells my dad when their fighting about this that I am BRAIN WASHED! because I agree with him, and that he can say whatever he likes but he treats her different that the rest of us because she isnt technicaly his child ( she is my mother and her previos husbands's daughter, my mother and father are getting divorced, her father lives in california and my dad has raised her since she was 2). And the whole thing is completly unfair, I dont think she realizes how she hurts him when she says stuff like that, the only thing different about us is that she gets more leway because he is afraid of her throwing the whole 'im not your daughter' thing in his face. My sister used to be my best friend, but I dont know her anymore, her boyfriend gets jelious when their not together and she almost missed my graduation becauseapparently 'i didnt tell her' its on the same day hers was the year before, i told her when it was a month before, a month before she got her boyfriend. I honestly dont know what to do. But I did find my new mother. she is amaizing, this lady from work, she takes care of me, and i love her. she wants me to date her nephew lol. he is cute... | 
